December 10, 2023

9:35pm

It bothers me I'm not updating this as much as I'd like. I want to say I'm busy, but I'm not that busy, I'm just being stupid and lazy lol. It's not like I write anymore when I have nothing to do, though. I just never know what to journal about. I don't ever want to get tooooo specific.
I've been enjoying some holiday spirit this year. I've watched Santa Claus is Coming to Town twice, Rudolph, Frosty, the Legend of Frosty, and I'm currently watching Muppets Christmas Carol, my personal favorite. I plan to watch Elf with friend soon. I look forward to gifts and more around Christmas. I also look forward to spending time in Georgia, but I wish I could have my room the whole time. I'm so bad at sharing rooms with people! I can't stand snoring. I'm also going to miss smoking bud there because that's become a favorite pasttime.
I look forward to more of my packages arriving, too. I have so many delightful things on their way that I can't wait for. Should I stop buying clothes? Probably. But I'm, as they say, a shopaholic. I just know I'm going to go broke this holiday season for real for real. I have plenty of money to pay for things as of now, but good lord, I need to work more before I go home and spend all that moeny on shit I totallyyyyy need. I can't wait to go to a Urban Outfitters with a SALE SECTION.
I can't wait to see my sibling. We bought a dvd set we had as a kid and I know it will be deeply restorative for me.
Shoutout to the good time I had yesterday. I had people over for 9 something hours and that was crazyyyyyyy. It was nice to know these people care to stick around and hang out and want to be here and around me. It's very meaningful for me and I love my new friends.
Fuckkkkkkkk finals, also, oh my god. I can't believe I'm going to have to write an essay about Anna Karenina, every time I think about it, I just deeply desire to collapse and die or throw myself in front of a train, perhaps.